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Red rain









              It is 3AM, why am I still awake,                   I can't think anything, damn it! Nothing is clear.
              Oh yeah, I was crying cuz everything was so        My eyes on you, steps followed you, yeah my
              fake.                                              love was so true,
              I was so down, I was depressed                     But now I feel so dumb, I'm so numb, how did I
              You were my medicine, yeah you were the best.      get so blue?
              What is wrong and what is right,                   Now I know that life only gives birth to death,
              I don't know anything I've lost my sight.          Cuz loving and caring for you has made me so
              You were so cruel, you always lied,                out of breath.
              Why stop now? Already satisfied?                    Maybe I messed up us, I messed up all,
              My friends always told me                          Was I really poisonous, cuz I had no balls.
              "They're all beautiful, and these beauty always    And I'm really tired, tired of this,
              make us a fool."                                   I really wished, I had just one last kiss.
              I can't forget you, that I can't deny,             It was all so right when it all had started,
              You were that feeling of calm to my eye.           Now all I do is write this shit, cuz I'm
              But now there is no you, was I a good guy?         mentally retarded,
              Hell! Don't answer that cuz now I'm saying         Yes I'm crazy,I was never really meant to
              goodbye.                                           be sane,
              I took the knife from the kitchen,                 But now just look, oh shit I'm
              Gonna get rid you of you, my addiction.            completely insane.
              But I can't hurt you, you've been my ambition,     And...
              I'll just end myself, that will be my ultimate
              mission.                                           And now my wrist is giving
                                                                 out this red rain,
              And now my wrist is giving out this red            Floor has turned red
              rain,                                              increasing the pain.
              Floor has turned red increasing the                But can you even
              pain.                                              imagine that
              But can you even imagine that                      everything happened
              everything happened cuz of you,                    cuz of you,
              But man, all I ever wanted to hear was             But man, all I ever
              that you care for me too.                          wanted to hear was
              Just the way I do, oh                              that you care for me
              Just the way I do.                                 too.
                                                                 Just the way I do, oh
              Underneath this shower I'm trying to hide my       Just the way I do..
              tear,
              I think this is the start of something I've always   Was I just an experiment for
              feared.                                            you to study,
              I'm thinking of crying out loud, but will anyone   Cuz now I completely relate to
              near me hear?                                      these lines from Bohemian rhapsody,



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